Happy Father's Day!

Happy Father's Day to any dad's out there reading me. I hope you have a magical day filled with lots of macrome and free food. :)

My dad isn't with us anymore, he died four years ago, so today really hits home with how different everything is without my parents. I miss him completely and I really I have no words for what my heart feels.

I am currently at work, signing in after lunch (which was a very nasty sandwich, need to buy new bread, there is a reminder, Reagan, put it on the shopping list!) Today is going by slowly, I wish I were at home working on my project chair and table (I also have a desk! I forgot to mention the desk!). But sadly I am here instead. I took some guys work day so he could go see his mom graduate college. I am happy he was able to see that. :) My birthday is Tuesday. I turn 30. I'm not looking forward to that really, it scares me. Not that I feel any different, I've felt old since I was 10. But it just seems like so much time has passed and I've accomplished nothing.

And it's hard, the economy sucks, so does my finances, but hey, I'm alive and it can always be worse. Now, I want to have a cookout on July 4th, I'm hoping that is an option, and I should know by the next week or so if it is. If so then we will have hotdogs, onionrings, fries, some hamburgers. Not sure who to invite, the family pretty much hates eachother. So I'm thinking, my aunt, Chris (Cousin), Chance (Cousin), Tammy (Cousin and her weirdo Husband who I HATE, but I'll blog about that later) and maybe Regina and her family (also cousins). I would love to invite Rocky and Jennifer (cousin and his girlfriend) but we might have WWIII on my back deck because Chris and Rocky do NOT get along at all. And I think Jennifer hates Rita AND Chris. So what to do...I may have to throw down the gauntlet and threaten people.

Well, that's all for now...I'm speaking with a Russian guy and need to concentrate on the accent.